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Finally, I had done dealing with my test 1. I was kinda stress out this time as I realized, I must be more hard working and determine, since I have decided to continue in science stream. I always heard that seniors, and lecturers, said that foundation is harder. Many subjects to study and it's not all of that will be relate to your future degree course. This is the last semester for me and I wish to end it quickly and get into the subjects that I like. Previously I was so lazy, don't really study for the test 1, always had the mind set like, as long as I'm know what I'm doing, I know what I'm studying, and I understand it. Somehow, until the moment I got my math paper, this strike my nerve off, my friend got full marks for that. I was shocked, and I started to compare myself to others again, brain storming about how can I do better than them. Why they can do it, why not me? If they can do it, I can do it as well. And well, this thought put me into high pressure cooker. I keep pushing myself to study, which this is not my way of study. Maybe I should have been studying in this way. Well, just ended the hell physics paper. No rest taken, continue go on with assignments and reports. I believe, as I push myself a little more, I can do much better. I want to get full marks in the next paper!