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What else can I do to relief my stress and unhappiness besides posting new status on facebook? I know this action is seriously irrational but how can i express myself when it is so hard to find someone for you to talk to? Sometimes I will just randomly pick someone and just talk craps and complains, just anyone. In this case I just found myself, either too stress or I am just too generous to share my stories to others, who I not used to be. I am so helpless when everything is out of my control and I don't like the last minute job, seriously. When you can't cope with your assignment, why not you tell your groupmates earlier so that everyone can help? The due date is on friday and today you are like suddenly pop out and said "Please help me find and do the parts". Althought the 'please' is included, but I still couldn't accept it. This thing can be solved earlier. No updates from you so I thought and assumed that you have done the rest of the assignment. You said you were waiting for my parts and I thought my part was the last part as I submitted late. I apologize for the late submission, but suppose you update the group that so far what has not yet done. I was totally in full scheduled life now, my stuffs is going on plan by plan, I don't wish to have extra burden as I want to keep my academics on track. Last minute job is a total huge burden for me. When comes to the moment that I thought I could have a little rest, troubles might appeared. This is no longer the first time. I am so pissed off actually and yet I still have to keep calm and control my EQ, which I usually gave a punch on the wall. Do you know that when the moment you have to accept these things, how many feelings will rush to your brain, and how your brain needa manage it. It is really tiring. I couldnt scold you I couldnt kick you out of my group. Somehow you broke the rules of mine, and I no longer pay any trust on you. Since the beginning of this semester, when started doing assignment, I found that no one can be trusted, besides myself. None of you can do things that I required, not me, the assignment required. Those kindegarden things, dont you suppose know how to mange it?? The arrangement the margin, why you just highlight anything you like? Why you must add in those unnecessary parts??? Why why why?? Why can't you just follow exactly the rules?? Making all those non sense, end up you made my life busier.
Just hate the moment when I read your assignment. At first I thought was my prejudice on you and I was trying to avoid and accept your works. Now I can't even solve this problem when I am showering.